by Ryan Najjar

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Little different (read: very different) from my usual stuff, but life's all about risk so let's see if this works. Production, vocals, and lyrics by yours truly, mixed and mastered by OXXYO


This starts, this starts as nothing
Passing stares here and there, no further thought or care
These thoughts, these thoughts keep running
Through your mind, as you find
There might be something there
Keep this secret safe with you
Trust impossible to prove
In anyone associated
Keep yourself isolated
Know the world outside your thought
Is little else but snakes and dust.

But you, you don't stop loving
Only from afar for now
Never speak the truth aloud
You idealize, form something
An image of a demigod
Replacement for the human flaws
Limitlessness fills your dreams
But all these dreams begin to leak
Into the creases of your life
Rosy lenses hide the light
Or rather further shield the dark
That rises inside...


You're nothing but perception love,
I never knew you I never knew you.
World is just a figment, no,
I never knew you, I never knew you.
Nothing here, to bring to dust,
I never knew you I never knew you.
Reality avoids the touch,
I never knew you,


released June 5, 2017
Production, Vocals, Lyrics: Ryan Najjar
Mixing/Mastering: Kazz James Webb a.k.a OXXYO



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Ryan Najjar New York, New York

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